first of all i'd like to start off by saying this color scheme is very in'n' outish it is def making me want animal fries right now as i write this meaningless jargen!
anywho so back to the initial thought that brought me to blogger land!
so yes i am no longer with rent-a-sucker and the first time i left it was everything i hoped and dreamed it could be, and now on my 2nd time being with out that place it is everything i knew it would be, no stress all that bs gone which is why it was so hard to go back in the first place and conform to thier shinanigans and mindless blowjobs of approval (so to speak...deff a metaphore people, i would never... ah hem) anyway so beside the typical worries and mikes conserns i love it i get time to myself to think and all that good crap, and i can't wait to start over and be the F.N.G. again and not know crap about the people or company i work for, i get to start from the bottom, work on hating it (if you will) instead of wanting to go postal right off the bat everyday!!! i am so lucky. really guys this is wonderful,,, oh and f*ck-a-renter will get thiers trust me so i'm deff no trippen. so just so everyone knows i am as happy as one can be.
Mike and i are also gonna start trying for another baby so i can really be a mommy,,,, yippie skippy! okee dokee im super tired so i'm out, love you all, and thankyou everyone for your consern, support and prayers for mike and i in our rough time, we aren't in the clear yet but we are on the right track!